The Holy Spirit will restore your sanity because insanity is not the Will of God. If that suffices Him, it is enough for you. You will not keep what God would have removed, because it breaks communication with you with whom He would commuicate. His voice will be heard.
As my heart looks with love on what humans in their own mind attempt to separate from God it becomes very clear that it cannot be. And will never be.
What is written in us on us through us is what is; and we know it in that place. To defy what is is what causes strife.
You do not have to know that Heaven is yours to make it so. It is so. Yet to know it, the Will of God must be accepted as your will. The Holy Spirit will undo for ou everything you have learned that teaches that that what is not true mustbe reconciled with truth.
This is the reconciliation the ego would substitute for your reconciliation to sanity and to peace.
We can not change what is. We can not separate what is unseparable no matter how hard the ego tries. And so it is not separate. It is considered insanity to do the same thing over and over again expecting something different to happen. That is the insanity of the ego. It is not the peace of God. To be at peace listen to the voice of truth, align your will. As Alexander Pope said, “Whatever is, is right.” Whatever is not simply does not exist.
Step 2 tells us that we come to beieve, after we come to believe, we come to know but to start, we need not know that it does work, only that it can.